did u saw the rainbow yesterday?

was on my way home on a rainy weather when the sun came up, excitedly, i looked up to the sky hoping to see a rainbow. true enough! the sun, the raindrops = rainbow! it was so beautiful, the full rainbow bow. makes me really happy

had a rough day today, sore throat cough and all, to make it worst there were a new twin coming in today. had never ever saw such a rough and difficult to handle kid! with all the kids peeing here and there, running about and not listening to me. I WANT TO DIE ALREADY! and some teacher just wanna take the easy way out, leaving the tough job to others =)

HAPPY HAPPY VALENTINE!

had to go back sch for this curriculum briefing for parents...den attend lesson in the afternoon..indeed a meaningful v day. heeh

got a little surprise after i alighted the bus. haha dear was standing there with shayenne holding a bouquet of flowers.. =)))) so sweet of him.

had only one week to sew the cross stich for dear. should have chose a easier piece. sacrified all my rest time and sleep time...but a pretty piece afterall=)

FOR HIM

FOR HER

Updated christmas photos

SENTOSA GETAWAY!

more pictures to come! yeah!

on the ferry

march past

donning of jockey cap

Finally found time to come online..has been so busy this whole week. Yst was parent teacher meeting..got to go back school on a saturday and rush for lessons in the afternoon. hardly even have time for family on weekdays and now lagi jia lat.

dear had his POP this tuesday! 9th Dec! had so much fun on the ferry sitting on the top level where u can feel the sea breeze!

SHayenne's teething! 2 small teeth growing on her lower front. so cute. and she's starting to make those pa,pa,pa words

YEAHS!! ITS THE WEEKENDS AND HOLIDAYS!!

HAHA!simply love weekends and hoildays now.no work,dear's home!triple hooray!

Have been sooosoooosooo busy and stress with work this week.very tiring.3 new students enrolled into my class.all are crying koala bears.and of cause I'm their tree.Got so many things things to do yet so little time.And most tiring thing is from the moment you enter the centre and out the centre,you got no time to rest and relax at all..

Shayenne's starting to say "papapapapa.."so cute.It's the talking motor skills not exactly saying PAPa.

some pictures of my PG 1 and 2

JUST DO IT!
jor's mum took shayenne out to gai-gai.was so bored at home and it was scorching hot outside.Suddenly felt like swimming.Within 5 minutes I packed up my stuff and went down to buy a swimming costume which I got a discount of 90 cents...was ages since i last swam.for a year maybe.
when u feel like doing something, just do it!

urgh..school's started.and i dont like it.finally found a time to blog after so many days.schedule was so hectic.hardly have anytime to rest expect sleeping time.

75% of my class comprises of malay,15% indian,10% chinese.and out of the 10% chinese,I'm the only young one there.OMG. how to survive.the whole class is practically aunties.

doing up the portfolio for PG1 and 2.so many upcoming activities to do.yearbook,curriculum training wat so ever.why did i ever chose this line in the first place?i wanna be a policewoman!boo hoo hoo

come home quick and save me from this!

as i was lying on my bed.i was thinking,am i really passionate abt my current job now?or am just passing time working in a childcare?do i really want to study the diploma they offer me.then i realise-i dont feel passionate and looking forward to my job everyday.I'm really just passing time there.and i want the dip for the sake of becas it's a DIPLOMA.then i realise how serious my problem is.lets say if I'm really taking up the offer,i've got to stay working as a childcare teacher for 3 and a half years (2 years ofstudy and 1 .5 years of study bond and above that i'll get paid for studying while working so the $$$ is not a bad sum though the pay is only 3 digit.)HOWEVER,its gonna be VERY VERY VERY tough cas dear's also pursuing his army career now and may not be home often.so u see???no husband??






talked to dear over the phone regarding our future and our career.i told him-"if we have no baby now,i'll defintely sign on police or other UG.but given my current O level status,i'll only be a corporal.so it's not worth to sign on now.might as be bonded with the childcare,at least got ppl to take care of shayenne and get a dip to start off with a better rank in police.but very very very xin ku larh,got to suffer for 3.5 years and i really feel very stressful working there.






dear told me that he'll support wateva decision i make.but it's still afterall better to stick with the childcare and get a diploma first.afterall shayenne is still young.by the time i finish my study bond with company.shayenne will be about 4 years old,by that time he's army career and income will also be stable and i can pursue my police career.even though it's gonna be tough on me for the next 4 years or so but what you reap is what you sow..we'll got to work hard and support each other through and be there for each other,for the sake of us and shayenne






???(wha...)and i think think think..ya..starting a family isn't that easy.there is no short cut way to it.o level will bring uto no where in times of recession like this.since im given a chance to study and work and with ppl taking care of shayenne at the same time,y not???endure for the next 4 years...yeah?afterall something is better than nothing!

do u believe tt miracles happen?

i do..i prayed for it and within the next 30secs my wish came true.i thought i was dreaming but it's no coincidence.thank you god.

just sent dear off to tekong again.same mood.went swensens for lunch.heex

went to changi hospital to visit jor's ah ma.shayenne wore her new cow suit.super cute.she has really grown alot.